Now the question is...
How to turn the table around, and cause a deal to happen?
Hmph...
I WILL this to work.
C'mon! Make It Happen!!!
Sunday, 30 August 2009
Wednesday, 26 August 2009
Eventful day
Had an eventful day yesterday:
- Was acknowledged by a senior that I would be managing 2 projects very soon. All that ARC building was good, and paid off.
- Had a step closer towards closing an important deal. Final negotiation phase now. So exciting!
- Added a new collection of books to my library
- Spent some nice time with LY
- Collected laptop from Kel and learnt about the way I ought to study about political leaders should I wish to improve my strategy
- Had a fulfilling coaching session with PL
- Enrolled successfully the Channel ICs for coach workshop
- Felt excited at the possibility of me working on my personal attraction, and forward my wave in theirs
- Held an alignment meeting with my team. Let's Do It!!!
Monday, 24 August 2009
Updates on 8 core domains
They call it 8 Octagon. They call it "Rice symbol". I call it 8 core domains. Whatever. Here's the updates:
Career: Had breakthrough this week when I went to train end user alone. However, stuck at another assignment. Need to finish that assignment soon before I can request for newer assignments.
Finance: Saw how the cause and effect happened and created a spiral effect to other people. Especially in a preview.
Love/ Romance: In the line of inconvenience and convenience. Should we be doing something about this line? I'm not sure.
Family/ Social: The reaching out in terms of connection, is amazing. The avoidance to wait for the right timing, is not.
Health/ Vitality/ Energy: Should start avoiding red bull.
Effectiveness: The focus and intention are great. What's not is the anxiety.
Freedom: This is good. I like it. Especially freedom to express myself during my preview leading.
Fulfillment: Experience a lot of challenges, which i enjoyed. What could be better is the sustenance of my integration of self.
Note to self: Never lose sight of your theme, "Self-love, Personal Results, Family". Make it Happen!
Career: Had breakthrough this week when I went to train end user alone. However, stuck at another assignment. Need to finish that assignment soon before I can request for newer assignments.
Finance: Saw how the cause and effect happened and created a spiral effect to other people. Especially in a preview.
Love/ Romance: In the line of inconvenience and convenience. Should we be doing something about this line? I'm not sure.
Family/ Social: The reaching out in terms of connection, is amazing. The avoidance to wait for the right timing, is not.
Health/ Vitality/ Energy: Should start avoiding red bull.
Effectiveness: The focus and intention are great. What's not is the anxiety.
Freedom: This is good. I like it. Especially freedom to express myself during my preview leading.
Fulfillment: Experience a lot of challenges, which i enjoyed. What could be better is the sustenance of my integration of self.
Note to self: Never lose sight of your theme, "Self-love, Personal Results, Family". Make it Happen!
Official leading assignment
Led a preview with Ben last night.
I appreciate how it was natural, spontaneous, in the moment, quick wit and flow for me. I saw how my XP in leading went up, and I really enjoyed myself. What deserved compliment was how I did my self-introduction. I felt proud of myself when I did my self-intro. It was very different from the way i usually mocked, where I had difficulty in sharing about myself.
I like the way how the crowd loved my jokes/ humor. I like the way how there were feedbacks from a guest that she like the way I spoke, and how I overcome adversity as a teenager.
I love the way the audience reacted positively to my quick-thinking when the video couldn't work, twice.
I enjoyed being myself and using my own language, expression to describe a typical, usual script.
What i need to work on is my uncertainty when it comes to parts where it's not clearly defined who should be leading. I need to watch out not to let self-doubt run me and keep checking in with my partner.
Overall, it was a pity this leading can't be rated for my test, mainly bcos the results weren't ideal. Sigh, what a pity.
I appreciate how it was natural, spontaneous, in the moment, quick wit and flow for me. I saw how my XP in leading went up, and I really enjoyed myself. What deserved compliment was how I did my self-introduction. I felt proud of myself when I did my self-intro. It was very different from the way i usually mocked, where I had difficulty in sharing about myself.
I like the way how the crowd loved my jokes/ humor. I like the way how there were feedbacks from a guest that she like the way I spoke, and how I overcome adversity as a teenager.
I love the way the audience reacted positively to my quick-thinking when the video couldn't work, twice.
I enjoyed being myself and using my own language, expression to describe a typical, usual script.
What i need to work on is my uncertainty when it comes to parts where it's not clearly defined who should be leading. I need to watch out not to let self-doubt run me and keep checking in with my partner.
Overall, it was a pity this leading can't be rated for my test, mainly bcos the results weren't ideal. Sigh, what a pity.
Friday, 21 August 2009
Acts of Affirmation
Last night during coach training, we went through the dynamics of relationships.
The acts of affirmation is so darn important. So are the acts of punishment.
From today onwards, I shall master the art of reading one's needs of affirmation, within 10 secs.
Argh!~~~
The acts of affirmation is so darn important. So are the acts of punishment.
From today onwards, I shall master the art of reading one's needs of affirmation, within 10 secs.
Argh!~~~
Monday, 17 August 2009
Sweet Victory (17 Aug 2009)
The breakthroughs last night were amazing.
2 of my friends are about to have their lives changed, and I'm so looking forward to it.
It was a moment of "this-is-so-freaking-cool"!
Broke a 2-year inner barrier I had. In life, there are many kinds of battles. Some battles you fight alongside with comrades. Some battles you just have to avoid them. And there are those battles where you know it's yours, and no one else should end the fight for you.
I fought before many times, and I lost many battles. I licked my wounds, and for 2 years, preparing myself to be stronger. Last night, I fought again. This time, I won. Victory has never been so sweet, and when I cry, I cry of pure... well... pure... victory. The joy of winning yourself. The joy of knowing how much strength i've garnered over these 2 years. The joy of knowing how this 1 victory means so much to me.
I so feel like crying again now...
On a separate note, i'm into Jay Chou's "Jian Dan Ai" song these 2 days.
I think... I feel love again... I think... I am in love again... =)
2 of my friends are about to have their lives changed, and I'm so looking forward to it.
It was a moment of "this-is-so-freaking-cool"!
Broke a 2-year inner barrier I had. In life, there are many kinds of battles. Some battles you fight alongside with comrades. Some battles you just have to avoid them. And there are those battles where you know it's yours, and no one else should end the fight for you.
I fought before many times, and I lost many battles. I licked my wounds, and for 2 years, preparing myself to be stronger. Last night, I fought again. This time, I won. Victory has never been so sweet, and when I cry, I cry of pure... well... pure... victory. The joy of winning yourself. The joy of knowing how much strength i've garnered over these 2 years. The joy of knowing how this 1 victory means so much to me.
I so feel like crying again now...
On a separate note, i'm into Jay Chou's "Jian Dan Ai" song these 2 days.
I think... I feel love again... I think... I am in love again... =)
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