Wisdom says...

Wisdom says...

The perception that your world is crashing and that you are not functional is an illusion. The world has not changed a single bit. Your perception of it shifting is causing you all these unnecessary suffering.

Just as much as I am tempted to just say, "Dun get too attach to your suffering. Just let go". I know it's not going to work for you now. Got it that you are uncertain about what's happening to you right now. Got it that you are not prepared for this to happen too. Got it that you don't have the stable platform right now. Got your struggling. Got that you're being misunderstood.

My dear, you will always be misunderstood. You will always be struggling. You will always be uncertain and you will always have self-doubt. Got it that you have difficulties expressing what you saw to others. They will always be there to accompany you in your journey of self-evolution.

What you need to get however, is that, you are equally equipped with clarity, awareness, wisdom, power and courage. If you blocked any of these, you cannot harness what lessons you need to learn from each obstacles you face. Each obstacle you are having right now, is specially designed for you such that you get what you need to get for you to move up to the next level.

The source of your suffering is that, instead of learning from these obstacles and learning from these lessons to get your "XP", you are being blinded by your haste. You think you need to resolve all these problems right away. You think you lack the power to make those happen. You think you can't do it. You think you are not ready for the world yet.

Duh, if you truly are not ready, you will not see what you see. You would not be having this conversation with me right now. It's precisely because you are ready, and that you have done your foundation right, that you have the clarity to see.

You are prepared. And you have the skills and abilities to make those happen.

BUT...

If you keep blinded by haste and feeling futile and incapable...

You will never truly harness the power within you.


The noises will always be there. Sometimes all it takes is for you to shut up, listen to these noises and observe.

These noises are there to warn you of the dangers lie ahead. They are there to keep you vigilant. Dun reject them. Watch... learn from them, instead of fighting them.


That's all i have to say to you. Well... looks like you need to pick yourself up and put things in place. Stop getting stuck. Go handle what you need to handle.

When you need me... I am always around. Dun just shout for help or feel that no one can help you. LISTEN to your voices and hear what they are warning you about. ; )

Till we chat again, go handle what you need to handle.

sigh... the day when i am not functional.

I hate knowing the consequence of not doing something and the chain of effects that is going to happen if i don't do it.

I hate the feeling of being inadequate when i chose to do it. Knowing that I can do something about it but knowing I am not good enough to deal with it while choosing to deal with it, is killing me.

I hate the feeling of choosing not to do something and watching the chain of effects taking place in front of me.

I hate the feeling of unable to express myself to show others what is it I am seeing so that they get it as well. And above all, make them stop misunderstanding me.

I hate the noises in my head trying to justify maybe it's an illusion and it's all ego talk. They are so noisy I can't locate where wisdom is and have a good conversation with her to find out what exactly is the problem.

I know wisdom has a solution for me. Just that the mind's too noisy for me to find her and talk to her. Hope she comes find me soon.


Dun just give me awareness and clarity.

Give me the wisdom and capacity to contain all these fu*king things, and transcend them.

Psychosomatic symptoms

A few examples of the emotions and limiting mindsets that are linked to the weakness in muscles and organs:

Heart - Heart break, grief, genetic tendencies for weak heart.
Lungs - Rage against Life and specific situations or individuals.
Bladder - Blocking personal power and strength.
Pancreas - Guilt, self punishment.
Spleen - Not connecting with the Body.
Liver - Hate being in the physical body.
Stomach - Self-disgust and fear, guilt and self-judgement.
Intestines - Limiting self-expression, despair, helplessness.
Neck Muscles - Feeling forced to live life in a certain way.
Trapeze/Shoulder Muscles - Over-responsibility for others, overwhelmed by life, wanting to give up.
Lower Back Muscles - Blocking personal power.
Lower Stomach Muscles - Feeling like a failure and giving up.
Sacrum - Running away from challenges and life.
Knees - Self Blame for not moving in life like you think you should..
Feet - Resistance to be on Mother Earth.
Sexual Reproductive Organs (Prostate,Womb, Ovaries) - Hate for female/male body and misusing sexual energies, fear of childbirth for women.

New updates

Have not blogged for more than a month already. Getting too caught up with things >_<

Here's what I have been up to since last update:

1. Graduated from my 9-month basic leadership program

2. Dated/ Dating someone

3. Embark on another project on affiliate marketing for Pick Me Up. Check out www.pickmeuptoday.com ; )

4. Handling preview management

3. Managing Professional Coach Training Program 1

4. Attended and attending business coaching workshop (learning how to do business coaching, and set up business)

5. Went for Guerilla marketing lessons

6. Watched a couple of good movies. Kungfu Dunk was the best.

7. Went shopping and bought a couple new dresses

8. Caught up with old frens/ ex-boss (the little things I enjoy doing most after my BLP)

9. Assisted at wave 6 Basic Leadership Program (BLP) bootcamp

10. Went for wave 5 BLP graduation dinner

11. Collected a lot of ang baos during CNY as compared to previous year.

12. Celebrated my xiaomei's bday

13. Took on 2 coaching clients, and 2 buddy coachees/coaches

14. Spent time with family

15. School, meeting assignments deadlines. What else? =P



Looking forward to:
1. Having more resources (time, money, manpower, space)

2. More time with family & building intimate relationships

3. Graduation from SMU!

4. Settle down nicely in my full time job and getting stable, good income

5. More productivity, effectiveness, results & space at work

6. Gain new wisdom, insights, clarity & realizations

7. Set up my own business

8. Get my Associate Certified Coach Certification

9. New, exciting and rewarding relationships

10. Personal integration from post-BLP

11. Leading previews/ half-tech programs

12. Expand my world of consciousness to my own friends, especially those that truly matter to me

13. Still, work on the 4 projects (ECI, relationships, work/finance, community) and excel in them

14. Spending more time with close friends

15. More growth in different aspects of my life. Definitely can do with more wisdom, love, courage, clarity and awareness.


That's all for now! =)