YEAR 2007

In year 2006, my theme was love, wisdom and courage. For year 2007, my theme was performance, effectiveness and results. Here's a summary of 2007 for me...

Accomplishments for 2007:

1) Managed an organization single-handedly for 2 1/2months, where I had to do accounts, managed 4 programs, ran errands (like settle bills and all), coached 3 clients, on top of managing my full time studies and 2 tuition kids. OMG! I can't believe I survived >_<

2) Did program management for Principles of Seduction * 2, Professional Coach Training Program I * 2, Professional Coach Training Program II, Freedom in Money, Basic Leadership Program * 2, Enterprise Operative, Deep Processing * 2... that's 11 programs in total! As a part-time staff, I assisted my org in bringing more than $140K revenue.

3) Was Preview Manager for Preview to The Courage to Create * 8, Power Memory Coaching Program, Preview to Basic Leadership Program * 3... that's 12 previews! Personal Enrollment ratio was 20% (lowest record) to 100% (highest record), with average of 46%.

4) Directly coached 10 clients. Got a good mix of business owners, financial planner, students, VP of local govt. org., real estate

5) Took The Courage to Create Program with sec sch close friend and brother

6) Paid/ subsidize my mum and brother to take Energy Experience Camp, where we openly express and acknowledge our love for each other. Since then, our relationships improved tremendously.

7) Conducted a mini coaching program for 3 O'level students. Taught 5 students this year.

8) Increased my allowance by 200%.

9) Did Course Supervisor for The Courage to Create Program * 2, Preview to the Courage to Create, and Making Courage Work

10) Had the most numbers of breakdowns in my life. The accomplishments was I survived thru all of them! hahaha =D

11) Gain my independence as a daughter! Whoopey!

12) Relationships with family improved

13) Was Course Supervisor Coach for a short time. I want to acknowledge my effort, time and energy for that. Actually, i want to acknowledge my courage too =P

14) Project Manager for coaching book (still in progress)

15) Spent the least amount of time in my studies this year as compared to my previous 4 years in university. But i maintained my grades. Actually, I improved my grades as compared to last year on the whole. Wow! (but dun ask me how I did that)

16)Softened a lot. Communication and interpersonal skills improved.

17) Still have the same close friends as last year. In fact, my social life expanded.

18) Took Basic Leadership Program, an intensive 9-month program. From 17, we're down to 12 participants, and I'm one of the survivors. Hahaha... sigh... dunno whether to laugh or cry... heh =P

19) Broke my personal record of longest hours of sleep. I managed to sleep 18 hours straight. That's an accomplishment. Try beating that.

20) Served my internship at NCS Hub.

21) Sign up for Violin class! Been wanting to do that for years, finally pursued my dreams.

22) I am 22 this year. Turning 23 years old in a few days time.

Shall blog a separate entry for resolutions for 2008. In a nutshell, 2007 has been the most productive year in my life. This week, I am giving myself a break. I deserved it. zzz...

The Dilemma

To laugh is to risk looking foolish
To cry is to risk looking sentimental
To relate is to risk being involved
To show your feelings is to risk being rejected
To make your dreams known is to risk ridicule
To love is to risk not being loved
To go forward against all odds, is to risk failure

But risks should be taken.
Because the greatest danger of all in Life is risking nothing.
Someone whom doesn't risk
Does nothing, has nothing, is nothing,

If you ask me what I came to do in this world,
I will answer you:

I came to remind you of who you ARE and what you can BE.

Games I give up

Today is PCTP 1 1st day.

Got another tick off by him again, and got chased out of the room.

I'm sick and tired of:
- my indifference
- giving my powers away to ppl.
- not having a stand for myself
- not even trying to explain myself
- attracting scoldings all the time
- saying the wrong things at the wrong time to the wrong person at the wrong place
- me telling myself to just accept the other person's comments
- playing the "being nice" game
- playing "miss diplomacy" game
- playing "stupid" game
- feeling so much unrealized potential
- getting f*ck all the time
- having lack of slp
- not having the drive to work on resource conversation
- not wanting to do anything
- my inconsistency
- giving up the fight
- wanting to make my mentors look good, therefore i dun bother to contradict them
- me not being highest self


I feel like having a gd rest.

After the gd rest, I shall fight.

To all these parts of me that sabotage me again and again from being a warrior of light,

I'm really sick and tired of all of you. You dun serve me at all.


You will die again to my highest self with wisdom.


New games to play:
- enough rest
- consistency
- corporate deals
- rainmaker
- smart
- being at the right place at the right time saying the right things to the right ppl
- standing up for myself
- accepting and honoring my powers and that i'm powerful
- warrior of light ==> fight lah!