The Good and Not-So-Good

I'm currently undergoing a 9month intensive leadership training. I took up the program since 04 May. It is exactly 1 month since I first started the leadership journey, and much have changed in my life:

The Good
1) Increased my monthly income/allowance by 200%
2) Improved relationship with my brother
3) Created a mini coaching program for 3 students as a form of self-training, while earning some side income
4) Ability to juggle many many commitments/responsibilities at one go
5) Having more coachees than ever (something that i've always enjoyed doing)
6) Have more Discipline in my life
7) New challenges every single moment
8) Connect better with strangers recently. More open towards them and ready to strike up a conversation anytime. It's something i used to dread.
9) Improving relationships with people around me, especially my current work place.


The Not-So-Good
1) Was down with a persistant cough for the entire month until i manage to schedule time to see the doctor finally.
2) Hardly spend much time with myself. Even when i do, i would be slping soundly. I missed those daily self-contemplation time on my long bus journey
3) Miss those days where I met up with my sisters and close frens every week
4) There's no turning back or quitting. Once you're in for the 9 months training, you're in for good. >_<
5) No time to bitch about things. It's more of a bitch-fast-and-get-over-it-asap kinda thingy.


Last night was my 1st proper lesson for my mini coaching program. Whenever the students got confronted and showed their resistance, it reminded me of my past- those days when i used to fall aslp for almost every lesson, how i used to procrastinate and not submitting my assignment, how i used to have lots of distractions in my life and just wanted to have lots of fun and play. How i used to dislike the word "discipline" and the story goes on...

When i walked out of my student's house, I suddenly felt that i've transformed so much that i couldnt recognize myself. That was me 2 years ago... It's only 2 years... but it felt like a long long time... How time flies...

I feel like catching up with all my close friends n sisters now...............