Here comes the flood:
- What the f&*k am i doing here?
- What's the purpose? What's the point?
- Where's the boundary?
- What is control?
- Why am i so triggered to be in control?
- What's wrong with that?
- What have i thought of?
- How brilliant can I be?
- How can I grow as a strategist?
- How can I grow as a commander?
- Do they clash? Why? Why not?
- How to create self-momentum and sustain it? By hitting "X" slow and steady? Is that all?
- What have I missed out?
- Why do i reject control? Why do i reject command?
- Should I have stepped up anyway?
- How to win the hearts of many?
- How to tell if one is bearing the resentments of many? Like bean.
- How to convey the depth of what I see in simple words?
- When can I reach the level where i convey depth of clarity like sprouting poetry?
- Why should I care if people care?
- Why am I so into the whole, every single part of me must be fully aligned? It's-ok-to-wait-a-while-longer-to-integrate-the-rest-of-me.
- Why am i no longer jumping into things?
- What's wrong with putting up a strong front?
- What's wrong with stepping into power?
- What's wrong with being freaking alone?
- Must all leaders be lonely?
- Is creating distant equivalent to increasing respect?
- How can I apply whatever i'm learning now into my life?
- Why is there still such a big gap between my strengths and what i'm used for?
- How to bridge that gap?
- Why am I always tired? of everything... why?
- What can I be used for?
- Why do i even care about that?
- I want importance. How to get there?
- What moves should I be taking now?
About time i realized... they talked the same, sounded the same, came from same source. I should have suspected it's some lunatic conversations running wild. Same source. Makes me wonder... what triggered them. Makes me wonder... how can I transcend them? Makes me wonder... how deep can I go this time? Makes me wonder... who can understand me?
Makes me wonder... who is this that is speaking now?
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