It's been a while since I last blogged. Too many things happened. Life's been really fast-paced. Here's some of the conversations that I've run my life with lately:
1) Who should I be? Which me should I be?
2) It's time for system upgrade.
3) I want to destroy my life. Please let me kill myself (ego).
4) The only master I serve is myself.
5) And I serve the world.
6) Yixin the leader is an elitist. Yixin the coach is compassionate. Why do I always draw the line so clearly? Hmph...
7) What're my strengths and weaknesses as a leader?
8) How can I be more graceful in my delivery?
9) How can I be more empowering than overpowering as a leader?
10) How can I grow as a leader?
11) How can I score more reality points?
12) How can I sustain my joy despite all the breakdowns?
13) How can I increase standards? How should I devise the training guide? How should I champion the growth of others in the manner they can learn best in?
14) How can I add value to others?
15) What support do the rest need most at this point?
16) How can I catch myself faster each time I got unconscious and overwhelmed by responsibilities?
17) How can I stop bearing the world's burden on my shoulders?
18) How can I meet up to my dad's expectations? How can I make him happier? How to improve our relationship like my mum's and bro's?
19) How can I be more attractive? How can I attract the people/things I want very easily?
20) How to tell ppl. to stop looking up to me and start believing more in their powers?
21) Why do I always reject that I am powerful? How can I accept my power?
22) How to be soft and powerful and graceful and attractive all at once? Hmph...
23) Why am I always asking so many questions?
24) How can I be a rainmaker?
25) How can I sustain the moment when I'm align as ONE with myself and the Universe always?
26) How can I win myself?
27) How can I sustain unconditional love and acceptance all the time?
28) How can I fork out more time to catch up with my sisters and close frens?
29) Why can't I just be small and weak? Why do ppl. always expect me to be powerful or push me in a position where I have to be powerful?
30) How may I exceed targets all the time?
31) How can I get all the answers to my questions?
Yup, my life is FOS at the moment. Realized that my old system really doesn't serve me well. And there's a part of me that wants to destroy my life (system)when all the vulnerabilities of my OS have been exposed. Ouch!
It's time for system upgrade. My tagline used to be "Make it Happen!"
Now, my tagline is, "Get over it." =)
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