I love Me!

Writing this entry to remind myself of this certainty I'm feeling currently.

• No one else can provide me with certainty. Only I can give myself the state of reassurance and certainty I need
• If you want something from someone, and when you are prepared to give him what he wants, you will realize you will get what you want too
• I love myself enough to give myself the certainty that I do want this relationship, a lot.
• The more I try to run away from getting hurt, the more I would be hurt
• The more I try to deny myself from my feelings, the more I find it harder to move on
• The more I try to seek security outside, the more insecured I would feel inside. The more secured I feel inside, the more sense of security I get outside.
• When I stop blocking my emotions from flowing, I am one with my heart and mind.
• I love me.
  
• I love him.
• I love me enough to love him.
• Gosh, I love this feeling of self-love, certainty and sense of security. I am so freaking moved.
• I love me, I love me, I love me.... I love me... Gosh, I love this new me...
• Alright, now what's left is an act of courage... Let's Do It!!!
  

The Courage to Create

I just completed "The Courage to Create" coaching program over the weekend.

What's nice are...

• I did this program with a primary and sec school mate
• Finding out the source for my fear of rejection, lack of trust, independence, lost-ness etc came from
  
• Did many Acts of Courage and let go of many emotional baggage
• Free up a lot of trapped energies
• An ex-crush complimented me that I looked more attractive these days
• I am more charismatic, clear, attractive, free, grounded etc
  
• Deepened self-love and connection to self
• Improved a lot of relationships as a result of these Acts of courage
• Gained a lot of clarity about my life and the direction i'm heading to
• Attracted free bag of fries and a burger
• Had an interesting experience at Vivocity
  

Latest Happenings...

My latest happenings...

• Program Manager for the creation of a leadership program. Working closely with a team of 30 ppl to make this happen.
  
• Assistant Director of a movie (local independent production) - shooting in progress this weekend, but i'm not around... so...
• Helping out at the editing team
• Watched 4 movies within the last 2 weeks. Would be catching another movie this evening
• Practised a lot of chinese at work while working closely with the system analyst from china
• Supporting cast for a local tv reality show. Screening in Dec! Woot!
• Coaching private client from Sotheby. Cool experience~
• Came across this term, Conference Producer, for the 1st time and i think it sounds cool. Hmm...
• Played a few rounds of bball
• Celebrated Halloween and wore costume for my 1st time too.
• Would be reviewing a coaching program this weekend with a pri school mate. Cool~
• Read 3 new books this month. Borrowed another 4 books at the library. Can't wait to finish them all
• Lost 2 kg. But just put on another kg last night after visiting Carl's Jr. >_<
• Meeting new people. Great. Now's high time to catch up with old friends. =)

That's all... would be expecting Nov. to be a month of new experiences, productivity, catching up with friends and family period.